Upd8

Omg my jabs still hurt I CANT EVEN. Idek if they’re legit or cos i’m psychologically imposing the pain on myself or whether it’s cos I’m not trying hard enough to overcome the pain. 

Anyway, I’m so bored of Chem and I have to memorise thermodynamic formulas which used to be a breeze in JC but so hard to do now mehhhh. And I needa study Electrochem lel but other than that, I’m pretty much done w Chem me thinks? Would have killed to get extra practice in but ya Ali bagus kau waste time like as if you have all the time in the world

OHYA I forgot to mention that I have a headache so I went to lie down and I am currently not studying sighhh when will I learn. My room is also a mess like legit I think it’s worse than a typical guy’s room but my arms hurt too much for me to do any cleaning. Ok that’s about it I guess *lalala Idw school to start*

Recess Week Y2S1

OMG where do I even start?! Recess week was just stress, stress and more stress. I have 3 midterms, chem this Monday, and stats and 01 the week after. OK so lemme just give a brief recount of the past week. I went to school on Monday to study with Diy and Amie and Alhamdulillah it was productive like I even managed to gym LEL. OK then from Tuesday onwards it went downhill I can’t even remember why I just felt damn sian of studying for Chem omg God pls pls I need to do well for this midterm I’m supposed to get a B+ for this mod. Fast forward to today (Saturday). Had 2 jabs early in the morning where I wailed my heart out, went home afterwards and crashed from around 10am to 3pm because I was so exhausted. WOW bagus Ali tahniah ye syabas keep it up. So I told myself I have to stay up tonight to make up for lost time so I drank coffee and….let’s see how it goes. OK ciao I’m off to study Thermodynamics Part II and Chemical Equilibrium

Meh

What an unproductive day….again….I mean Alhamdulillah I completed two tasks; albeit short ones but I had the potential to do soooo much more and I know it. Workout today wasn’t to my preference and I ate so much it’s not even funny. Must remember what Hani said about men’s weaknesses being the stomach and the privates lol!!! 
Thinking about the amount of stuff I have to do tmr and sobzzzzz. 😦 have to prepare sooo many things and run on little energy since it is already 1am and I have a 9am tutorial lmao at me but Alhamdulillah times a million my timetable is actually nubad?!
Ok let’s seee: Revise chem for tmr’s tut, bring stats notes to do quiz anddddd 01 tut. Actually not thaaaat bad but I also have an assignment due next Monday lmaoooo. 

Till then, xoxo

Ali

Actually I had 5 days to study for this test WTF. Who even takes 3 days to write an essay….

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Not very productive day so far eee but it’s all good cos I’m just gearing up to be even more productive!!!! I hope amin insyaallah. Gonna go for a run later tonight because the weather’s lovely alhamdulillah but I have to wait for my phone to charge and it’s only at 9% so I think I can go through 1 full cycle of Pomodoro first hmm we’ll see. Ok after this I’m gonna drink up then write out my to-do then start Pomodor-ing the shiz away leggo

HEH

soooo tired and slightly burnt out from school/studying/life in general. SS essay to submit by this Friday and 04 CA on Monday soo so scared. Thinking of going Dean and Deluca to have some nice food, and do my essay and then go to school for 03 lecture maybe? Heh. I wanted to type something but I forgot.. LOL. Oh ya I remember, shit I just forgot again omg what is wrong with me… LOL. OH YEAH. I wanted to say that just now in the afternoon I was so very sleepy, tired and lethargic but now I’m feeling so awake. Body clock please fix thyself :(OKIE gonna check telegram and plan my essay I guess. Gonna forgo doing my readings because WHO HAS THE TIME. hehe byezzz

everything happens for a reason

meh feeling all sorts of empty inside but whatevs idk what to say. Feeling sooo lethargic and I think it’s cos of the caramel frappe that I had in the afternoon wtheck!! Maybe I should just drink more green tea next time. Kinda bummed that the mothership doesn’t want to go visit Rey but on the bright side, at least I have more time to study. I’m so so scared for hell week next week. It’s like for lifesci, every alternate week is hell week sigh but I chose this path and I shall stand up to it insyaallah. And omg EW I have to work on my essay due this Friday yuckyuck and the amount of readings is insane mehmeh. Ok I shall stop complaining and get to work. Ta-ta.

HIHI

Ahhhhh just watched Mr Lee Kuan Yew’s state funeral and I just want to give thanks to the man and of course to God for blessing Singapore. Would looooove to blog about deeper things but I have too many things on my plate right now and I have to put that aside first. AH Good Friday this week and no-school Thursdays make me want to go and visit Rey. MEH feeling so depressed rn and I think it’s because I have submissions after submissions and tests after tests. When will I have the time to start studying for finals for real especially when finals is in 1 months time. Hais. Tomorrow, I have 03 essay due 2359. Next Friday, I have SS essay due. Is it my fault? Do I have poor time management or is there simply no time. Coupled with that, my emotions playing all sorts of mindgames on me i.e. I’m sad but idk why I’m sad, which in my opinion is the worst kind of sad tbh because then you have no idea how to go about fixing it. Ahhhhh ok I think the main reason why I’m sad is because I have so much work to do and so many tests to study for. Yeah better start hustling~~~

hi

Only had school from 4-6 but me being me I did not do much work no surprises there UGH. But e x t r e m e cravings for instant ramen with egg yolk but I already had dinner so I’m only going to treat myself to that after 2 sessions of studying. Heh. Gonna plan my timetable now and oooo I need to online shop and buy smoked salmon.

Need to get my life together

MEHHHH. Barely completed anything today. Only did Week 7 reading daz all. Then after that got distracted by whatsapp meh meh. Ok I feel quite sleepy w h y so I’m gonna put the food back, drink, solat then do productive stuff till I become sleepy again. Also, I need to check what lessons I have tmr and whether they are webcasted or not. Meh meh. Nights